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I didn't know whether I should eat dinner or not... the strong feeling of hurting for the lost today, felt like it could kill me. I ate, but, I still can't get the fact out of my head that there are people who don't have a relationship with God and I hate the fact that someone dies every second and most likly ends up in Hell.

Earlier, when I was getting close to the appartment door, another guy across the outside hall, walked out of his appartment, and I almost went to complete tears. Imagining a 'Bound for hell' sign on peoples' forehead, is killer. I don't like the idea of anyone being in eternal seperation from God... as the Bible says "God isn't slow as some understand slowness, but wants everyone to come to repentence.'

Do me a favor, and remember back to the time when you didn't know Jesus personally and think about other people, your friends, your family, your husband or wife in eternal seperation from God... it's not just the hell they're headed to, but the hell they are going through...

Listen to this song by JJ Heller - Love Me. Before you read any further. It tore my heart to shreds! I was in tears after the first few seconds of it..



Love. it's what we all desire and long for! is it not? I ended up in tears! Makes me think of how empty and hopeless people must be feeling when they don't have Jesus. How can they survive? It's like they're trying to breathe without the oxygen to supply the air... they're trying to live life to the fullest, but, they can't do it without the source of life. Jesus said in John 14:6 that He is THE life and in John 10:10 He says that He has come to give us life to the very fullest. Is that not what people want? meaning, purpose, love, hope, joy, peace? Why arent they finding it? Because they are rejecting the source of all these things they are longing for.

think I'll get all emotional and heart broken for those who don't know Jesus!! If I'm heart broken over this, God must feel the worst over it. If God knows everyon, how come everyone doesn't know God? Are we not doing enough? I don't think we are...

I'm soo heart broken for those who don't know Jesus and for those 'christians' who aren't heart broken for those who don't know Jesus.
How can they expect to do anything if they aren't torn for those who don't know Jesus?

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, “Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?"

Ever wonder what people are like at home? I mean, those who don't know Jesus.. when their alone, they must feel hopeless, unloved, so un full of Jesus...etc. What do they go through at home? They come to school in smiles and the next day you find out they killed themselves! What would make someones life that bad, that suicide has to be "the" option of escape? I don't understand it.

People NEED to be loved for who they are. Just love them..like Jesus. He cares for them just as he cares for you.

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…

Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love, what love really means

People try to do things in order to make themselves "better" in some way, but they just don't seem satisfied with the results. IF anyone truly loves you, they don't want you to change anything. They love you for you. God loves us not for who we are but for who He is. God has a CRAZY love for all of us..

"But God demonstrated His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that forwhoever belives in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life." John 3:16

"...I have come so you may have life and have it to the very fullest." John 10:10

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”

Wow, in Self Development, Mrs. Hiatt said something about the class getting to a prison and talk to the inmates, I hope we can go. I'd love to share Jesus with them and then give them a Bible and tell them to read John. Pray that we get to go!! and pray Collosians 4:4-6

Oh and, tomorrow, during lunch, we're gonna have our first campus ministry "meeting"... its not a meeting, we're just going to exchange stories, pray and share ideas... and talk about THE cause. I printed 20 out for the other people... even though there aren't even 20... there's only like 7 or 8. pray more will join with us in turning staley high upside down for Jesus. Pray Collosians 4:4-6 ;)

P.S Jesus makes me smile! ;) so true... so chessy though. I have a shirt that says that. I got it at a Youth Convention in Branson, Missouri October 0f '08. He did make me smile and cry that weekend!!











Hillsong United was totally shreddin' the gnar on the Youth Convention in October. I think it'd be so cool if they were at a D2S conference before I graduate! It was during HU leading worship, that I fully gave my life to Jesus. ;) That feeling of being ALIVE for the very first time, leaves me speechless and amazed.

'For our God is a consuming fire' - Hebrews 12:29


-Katelyn